Maa'ar aer Vaestruz

or it should be tittled " Art block Eater" xD
Yes, from more than month I have heavy art block... I couldn't finish anything decent...I couldn't even sketch anything... and I'm not sure if it's over. I think part of my problem is obsession with perfection. Yes I know that my anatomy skills are far from perfect but I was redrawing parts of drawings/paintings countless times in order to make it perfect...it really kills pleasure of drawing. In some point I lost this pleasure...drawing started to be some kind of painful obsession to draw everything perfectly...lost my happiness from it, freedom of drawing what I imagine. That's also reason why my poses are so stiff, I'm afraid to experiment in order to keep this damn anatomy OK. 
So I will try to get rid of this perfection, which means my drawings  can be worse but maybe I will find my happiness. You gave lots of favs to work which has for me huge anatomy problem...but maybe overall picture counts not only anatomy
About this picture - yes I break some of my rules here. I never taint bodies I draw, even demons have beautiful fair skin, so here I tried to change it...I made Her "ugly" on purpose. And I must say I like this effect. It started as only new paper test, which in fact made my depression even more deep because sketch was really ugly...after some time I finished most of it in last weekend on B-xmass Con. It was random demon...but after all of this in hope this drawing will help me with my art block I decided to give it life.

Meet my new OC - Maa'ar aer Vaestruz, cousin of one of my main chars from Aman'arthi story Sephirah aer Vaestruz. She is bit spoiled girl from noble family, she just like to have fun. She and Seph often together wandered on journeys outside their land

That was a long description xD Cookie for people who read that